Rabbit Cages Blueprint My life in a nutshell

My life in an instant, black and white, to see if it helps me clarify.

Things are going well:

1. My family and friends. I care, anyway. I have them there and I have to me and are an important reference point for me. Many times I feel my life changing around me and try to crawl like a stream, but some people are always there to offer a foothold.
2. Ana loves me and does not want to miss.
3. I lost weight, but this time for real, and I lost it. I look more handsome and thinner and this Saturday I've been told two people motu proprio. I'm improving my stamina and I tire less (much less) doing things like running behind the bus, climbing stairs or why not say fuck, activity for which I no longer bothered by the stomach. I am very happy about this.
4. 'm controlling, but this time for real, my alcohol intake. Month and a half ago I did not get drunk, not even staying a Saturday until six o'clock, which is very, very well. This also improves my performance copulative, indeed.
5. I have clear career development prospects in this company & amp; iacute; ay this department. I feel a bit like when I entered RRFG, but bridging the gap between a company of 60 employees and a 25,000 ...
6. My direct boss is concerned and interested in my status in the company (to the extent offset , in what may, the anger that I held with P & C earlier this month).
7. Overall things could go much, much worse.
8. My finances improve. I think. I have the impression that life has gone a bit silly in recent months, because I do not think Masy instead spend no more ... I see
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CHT MLXC Things that go wrong:

1. I still do not resolve my issue with God. Going forward but it is very, very difficult. I know everyone is a little tired of this topic, but it is very important to me. Without God I do not see clearly either the origin or the purpose of my existence and, although I am too practical to fall into nihilism, I become more materialistic alternative (see, I have no choice ...), ma s demanding in both quantity and quality, more impatient and more ruthless.
2. I lost the ability to be satisfied with what I have compared my situation with how bad the country & eacute, in 2005. I am becoming more ambitious, I want more of everything. In some aspects it is good (health, for example), sometimes not. May be related to point 1 or not.
3. feel that Ana opens doors and close and crosses or does not understand that I prefer to be closed if they are not going to cross. An open door that no cross is a source of frustration, a closed door is simply a closed door. I'm also worried about her in various fields. I am concerned that you take your health or your career seriously enough, which does not mean what I would call "serious" and, tangentially, I would like to arrangemore (if I analyzed a bit I suppose that in
   carried Dad means I want to draw me more.) I can not and must not try to control this point.
4. I lack even a point to fully control my alcohol intake. I've come a long way and I'm doing very well, but I have not gotten to where I want to be. However, I believe that this issue will continue to improve to be fully resolved by mid-November.
5. Coexistence Dungeon is improved and lately I'm getting real (literal) headaches. If not for Ana I would live alone and manage my space and privacy in peace. This issue shouldwould improve or be resolved in the next month.
I still think that I have on my finances all control gustaríay I think this is related to the dot of control over alcohol intake that I need (costs such as "let's go to dinner invite me. ") This issue also believe that should improve until fully resolved now and the end of the year.
I feel that I am not able to overcome my constraints. I feel that I am not really aware of my wishes, and I know I will not mention many of which I am aware, both so vital ("I shape my life in this way") as cr &; Iacute; policy ("I want to do this right now), mainly in terms of emotional and sexual, and that thirty years of Catholicism are many. I still have the stupid consolation in the face of surprise that many people will read this.
The company still seems new and unstable. They are too big to have a process management as shockingly indefinitely. Many people much more senior than me agree.

Things to do:

Continue to monitor and minimizing my intake of alcohol.
Continue with my diet and my program dand exercise. Think of something to the upper trunk ("weights?). Schedule
correctly my afternoons, spending regular time to read and write.
4. Dedicate at least one day a month to see those of my own, both by blood and by choice, who see little.
5. Continue working with the counter-programming. Talk more with Ana

and decide if the following is psicologíaa career level or more physical and buy the right book.