"A friend in Barcelona" fascinated by
Title: "A friend in Barcelona"
Author: fascinated
Pairing / Characters: Shaun / Zach
Rating / Genre: Adult?
Notes / Warnings: None
"A friend in Barcelona"
- ° -
Alo?
Henry? Hi, is Shaun.
Hey Shaun, how are you, When are you coming?
Well ... That is why I'm calling, I'm not going.
O come on man, you said You need it, for your writing.
Yea I do, I'm pretty much blocked, I Have Not Been Able to write much, and What I Have is trash. But I really can not go.
Why? Is Something Wrong? What happened? Mark and I
brokand up.
Mmmmm! Well is about time.
What?
Come on Shaun, I Never Understood What Were you doing with him. Excuse me for the term, But Mark is the perfect "corporate wife" and You are far from the "corporate type"
You never told me this.
Well, it not was of my business, if you wanted to be with him, It was ok with me. I Thought It Would Just Did not last.
He loved me.
He Does not anymore?
No, I have found someone else. Actually I'm happy for him. I really tried But I think I am "disabled love." And passionless, That Is What Mark called me, Which is worst events.
Hey you just Have not found your "one and only."
Would I ever? It is getting pretty late for me I think.
No way, and además, it is never too late for That.
Well, You are very lucky to Have found Diego.
Yes, I is the love of my life. But do not change the subject. You Have to eat, now even more.
No, I really can not. I Moved Out of Our House and Have Been looking for a new place and Everything is so expensive! I do not know when to the next big Income will be, so i have to keep it low on the expending. And plus, i have to buy at least the minimum furniture and stuff.
You are not getting anything with you.
No, the house is pretty much Mark's, I chose the apartment, MOST of the furniture, the décor, is historical house, not mine. And is the readst I Could Do, Leaving him everything.
Oh Shaun you will never change. Thank God!
... Well, listen thanks again for the invitation, maybe by the end of the year I can make it.
What are you going to do Meantime? Where are you staying?
I Have Been staying at a hotel. And I am Already in September for an apartment, pero I can not get in Until the end of the month. Tomorrow I'm going to the beach house. Nobody is going to be there, Mom and Larry are in. the Hamptons! And Gabe is back to school. So is pretty much all for myself. I'll be there Until They get the new place ready.
Ok, so keep in touch, and I will call you later. Be good.
You be good too, bye!
Adios!
Passionless, That's What Mark Called Him. And That's What historical Said editor too. Why was everyone so Into passion? Love Is What I wanted, Commitment. Shaun
Had not Had many "one night stands." If I Slept with a guy, It Was Because He saw a possible future with him. None ended well. Maybe That is why I Settled with Mark. Thought I Could I really make it work.
- ° - Shaun
Arrived at the Beach House, It Was silent and Everything Seemed to Be in order, Gabe Already Had left. I HAD hoped to see Gabe Before I left for school. Also it was good But I Did not Have to talk to anybody. I wasn't feeling well. He Went directly to the bedroom and got Into bed, I Would not get off it, Until Late the next day.
- ° -
Hello!
Hi Shaun, how are you?
Hey Henry, I'm great. How are you? Well
!!!!!!!! You sound good. I'm glad, I WAS expecting a very depressed Shaun.
What is going on, What is so good?
Do not be a tease Henry, Things Were .. plow, not so bad. And you know me, it Takes a lot to get me down. But you sound
considerable Chipper.
Chipper?
Come on. You Could Have Another word found!
Hahahaha, Both laugh out loud.
Come on Shaun, tell me, how are you really? How are Things Going?
Well, the house is pretty much for myself, the Days Are full of sun, the waves Are breaking great. I've had done a lot of surfing you know.
I spoke with Mark A Few days ago, and we Concluded Things, in a friendly way. He is happy with the new guy, and That makes me happy, I was very good to me.
'm still blocked with the writing, but I'm forcing myself to write something, anything Every day, I'll Overcome it so soon. And
?
And, that's it.
Mmmmmm! Are you surfing by yourself?
No, I'm not, I Been hanging out with one of Gabe's friend, I is a cool guy, very friendly, very good surfer. He is very talented, and I have is a street artist, a painter.
Is he good looking?
What? Come on Henry, I is a kid!
Well, if I is Gabe's friend, I Must Be What 21, 22. He is not a kid! His name is
Zach, Gabe and I Have Been Best Friends Since grammar school, I have events Travel with us on holidays. So I have is a friend, just a friend. And
? Silence Followed
A; Shaun Breathe Deep. A Few seconds after, he started talking again. Is amazing
seen him in the water on the surfboard. It is like if the waves Were His Friends, I looks at Them, He Touched Them Them as if caressing. And the expression in His face is as if I is looking at a lover, Seducing Them. And Then The sparkle That Appear In His Eyes When He Takes the waves, When He rides Them. Is just amazing.
My God, Shaun! Should You Write that, its ...
Henry Could not finish the sentence. Continued Shaun talking about Zach, and Henry WAS mesmerized by Shaun words. Henry Kept quiet listening, Shaun not was just talking about Zach, He Was His feelings Letting go, Letting Them flow-through His words.
You are right Henry, Should I write this. I think I just got over the block, Have to go, talk to you soon.
- ° -
A couple of days later, Shaun Henry phones.
Alo, Shaun? Yes Henry is
Shaun, how are you! Did Henry
Had a chance to answer. Shaun Kept talking.
'm totally over the block Henry. I Had Been writing like crazy. Nothing concrete, but I'm writing, I Give It will form latte, right now I just want the words to flow. You sound great
Shaun, I'm glad. Yes
the sea has done great for me. CHTMLXAnd maybe Also C Things settling right with Mark helper. I felt like I Was shocking when i was with him. I Knew I did not love him, and Had Realized I Did not Love Me Anymore. But could not get out, We Were Both trapped in the relationship. Yes I think
That too.
And, what about Zach? Are you still surfing with him?
Again, a long silence.
I kissed him, last night. It felt so good Henry! And I kissed me back.
Again a silence.
Hey do not stop, keep talking, tell me what Happened.
Nothing More Than The Kiss, We Were Both Fell asleep pretty hammered and Afterwards. I wasn't here this morning when i woke up. And I do not want to call him yet, I'm Giving him Some Time, Some space.
So I is not gay, Zach is not gay?
Well, Not That I Knew, so I was very surprised myself.
But you kiss him, did I ask you to?
Not in words, But the way I look at me, I got all flustered, I just HAD to kiss him, kiss and when to have me back, I WAS HAD to use whatever left of my self control to Not Go Further.
You had found your passion Shaun. Yes I did
Henry!
- ° -
Henry Hey, hello, how are you?
Well my friend, it goes very well! How are you, Shaun? Hey
your English is sounding much better.
Yes, now I can hold a conversation with my in Laws and Stock of, so is better. I Can not Understand half ofWhat They Say, and for the look on Their faces, I guess I do not make much sense, But They are nice and patient with me.
That it is good.
So tell me how are Things with Zach?
Hehehe, you really want to know ah!
Yes of course, I Had to wait a whole week for you to call me again. I'm dying to know What Happened. I bet is good Because You sound very happy, am I right?
Yeah, Things are great with Zach, men, I think I'm falling, and falling hard for him.
Yes! I Knew it. So You are together.
Well, we see Each Other Almost Every Day. And
Are you sleeping together?
I've Spent the night with me twice, But We Do not do much sleeping.
Or stop teasing me Shaun, give me details, Elaborate. How WAS I, did you top him, first historical Were You? Tell me.
'm not going to tell you. You pervert.
Hey, you started it, Describing him They way you did the last two phone calls. And you know how I am about stories and you Are the best story teller I know. Please tell me more.
Ok, okay. I'll tell you.
After the last call, after the kiss, I did not hear from Zach in like three days. I Was Beginning To Believe I Had made a big mistake, That I Had misinterpreted him. But Then I saw him at the beach. And I've Avoided, He Could not face me. I tried to talk to him, But He Was I ACTED like mad, pero at the Same time telling me everything was cool. So I Knew IWas Confused. And I wasn't going to pressure him. I Was going to wait for him to Be ready. Then I
That Night Show at the house. And the moment I've Launched Open the door at me and kiss me, it WAS fierce, Demanding. And I just let him ... Took over
O my god, Shaun. I Thought You Were going to tell me I hit you. Jesus!
Hey if you want details, You Would Have to let me finish, not Interruptions.
Yes, yes, yes, no Interruptions, continue. In A Few
swift moves Had I taken off my t-shirt and historical and we where half way up the stairs. And we did it. Actually we did it all night. It Was Something i have never experience before. I lost myself in him.
It is great, and we Have Been hanging out Every Day Since, going surfing or hanging out here at the house, I bring you historical 5 year old nephew, the kid is a lot of fun, it's Been great.
Oh, no, no, no. Those Are not DETAILS. I need DETAILS.
Hey wait, I Have Never Been These open. Not events with you. So keep your pants on, I'll give you as much details as I can.
I'm pretty much sure, I Was His First. But I Knew What He Was Doing. I've Had practice, with girls. I just let him Took over at The Beginning, and as I've Become Took over satiated. And lead him for the rest of the night. No top or down. Just enjoying Each Other, pleasuring Each Other. Discovering Our Bodies, What We Liked, What we did not. And It Has Been Like That pretty much, getting to know Each Other Intimately. Been
It is full of passion. Every day when i wake up I can not wait to see him or hear him on the phone. And as the time gets near to see him, I start to get very excited, very arouse. When I finally see him I embrace him, and a soft brush of lips on mine historical Satisfies me. He is so much to me, That I do not need more. And at the Same Time, I Can not Have enough of him.
Is like the sea, You Can enjoy it just looking at it, hearing it, But you die to get in to it, Have it all over you.
Heard Shaun on the phone moaning. Henry, are you all right?
Yea, I'm all right, I Just Could not help it, you .. you .. . What You Are Saying ... Jesus, I can not be Coherent right now. I'm so happy for you my friend, definitely Have you found your passion. And I have is the one. Hold on to hShaun im. Do not let him go.
I do not INTEND to let go, believe me. Shaun
sighed, I Knew It Was Going To Be Easy.
- ° - Shaun
Walk Down the stairs, the house Was a mess. Gabe's party Lasted Until sunrise. Everybody Was
gone now. I Had to call June to come and help with the cleaning. After talking with June
I started Preparing coffee. I felt a knot in stomach and historical to historical heavy pressure in chest, I Was Not hangover, He Was Completely and absolutely sad, I Could not Believe I Say What Would Zach said. What Had Zach made change so sudden? The Past Few Days, Had Been so wonderful Between Them. Zach Seemed okay with Them as a couple, and the lovemaking incredible Been Had, for Both. Could Shaun undersZach tand WAS Almost choked by Been Caught in bed by Gabe. But There Must Be Something More, What was it? Shaun choked His Head, He Did not want to think about Zach anymore, it hurt too much. Shaun
dialed the phone again. A sleepy voice answer back. Alo?
Henry, I'm sorry I woke you up.
Shaun? Is that you? Is everything all right?
Yes. No. Actually, is pretty awful. You scare me
Shaun, What Happened?
Sorry, sorry, Serious nothing really, is just that with Zach Things Turned very ugly. I Need to talk. But you were sleeping, call me when you can.
Shaun No, Do not hang up. I'm here, talk to me. Shaun
Talked for a long time, I Talk to Henry about everything That Had Happened with Zach, sincere Their Relationship started. I WAS so sad, so confused That Things Had Turned the way They had. Most of all I WAS confused with Zach. Something Must Have Happened else. Henry
Tried to be as I Could Be Supportive as I've Wishes Were not so far away, so I Could Shaun hug and tell him Would Things get better. But Did not Look Good Things.
Shaun I know you feel very sad, But There is sadness too in passion, There is disappointment, passion Can Be very brutal. But That is the best life has, to live with passion, to love with passion, with passion to Suffer.
Have You found your passion Shaun, is sad and sorrow right know, But It Was Before happiness and joy, and it Will Be again. I'm sure. And
ea, I know, But That Is Difficult to believe right now.
I'm sorry I Kept you up my friend, pero thank you for listening, I really Need it. Thank you for Being my friend. Now go back to sleep, I'll talk to you again, soon.
Please do, promise you will call, I want to know how You are doing. Don wait too long, I Would get worry.
No, I'll call soon, do not worry.
- ° -
Shaun how are you? Henry
'm fine. I'm fine. Have You Heard
from Zach?
No I have not.
I do not think I will, I'm going back to LA now. The apartment is ready, and nothing is Keeping me here. So Should I move on. And I'm writing, writing a lot.
Good, writing is good. But try eleven more, call him. Do not let him go.
I really want to, Henry But He Does not want to, I is Not Answering, and I can not find him. I just do not know what else to do.
Maybe with time, Things will solve. And if we really Are Meant to Be Together, Would we found Each Other Again.
not Shaun. Do not let this to fate. Fight for it.
If I Knew what I'm fighting against, maybe I Would Have A Chance. But ...
Listen I Have To Go. I'll call you when I get to LA. Thank you Henry! Shaun
do not let it go.
Yea, bye. Shaun
hanged up the phone and Pick His bag from the bed to go downstairs. His legs
I felt heavy, I Did not look forwardto the new apartment, Not Anymore, I've Had Zach ask him to come with Right Before Everything Went to Hell, Shaun Had Zach hopped Would accept.
I sighed, I HAD to move on. Should I try But Once More Before living? Try to talk to Zach, tell him I still wanted to be with him. Shaun felt
historical historical hart chest and jumping inside a big smile on His face when to draw I saw the radio talking over historical luggage.
I Was There, Zach Was There, and Shaun wasn't going to let him go. End
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Diagram Of Ingrown Hair The Sum of Us part 2
The sum of Us Part 2
Title: The Sum of Us, Part 2 /?
Author: fascinated
Word Count: Part from 2 to 1.648
words Rating: Adult
Characters / Pairing: Jack / Ianto
Summary: Jack
post COE Spoilers: Set post COE
Disclaimer: Characters not mine, just for fun.
Ianto Finds Himself in a large garden full of color and rich aroma,Jack has His arms around him, They are so close Ianto can feel Jack's heartbeat. Jack where are we? What is this all about? ASKs Ianto.
Again Takes Jack Ianto's mouth and kisses him deeply, Lovingly, He Does not want to answer, He Does not want Ianto to make questions. He just Wants to love Ianto, to Give and Take Each Other.
Ianto Jack pulls apart and looks in the eyes, He Wants answers, But Does He Need Them? He Needs more Jack.
Takes Jack Ianto inside the house and directly to the bedroom. I want to Have all the time with you, Ianto. I do not want to rush, so I Brought you here, and Signals to historical vortex manipulator.
I Thought it did not work? Can we stop with the questions? Jack tells Ianto.
Ianto smiles back, no more questions then. Ianto moves closer, Jack starts to caress His face, His thumb slid over Ianto's lips. Continues with historical Both caressing Ianto's hand His chest and down to waist, and kisses him just brushing Ianto's lip. They start to take off clothes Each Others while kissing and caressing, They Have all the time in the world and They Are going to take it. They cover Each orthers body, Every single inch They kiss, They take Each Other, Themselves They spend inside Each Other, They Love Each Other As If There Is No End.
The night Takes over the room, only the dim light of the crescent moon eat inside the room. Jack sleeps over Ianto's chest. Ianto opens His eyes, I smells and smiles Jack I put His arms around him. He loves Jack so much, He Wants to tell him, But How Could I? Why did I bring him here? With the world ending did they run away? Are They Going Back? So many questions, and Not one answer. He Needs Them now. Jack? I whispers, Jack Can We Talk?
CHQuestions Were Answered TMLXC half, Ianto insists to know more, Jack Kept silent. They leave the house and Jack puts His arm around Ianto's waist. Are you ready? Yes Ianto answers. Jack kisses him Once More a sweet lingering kiss ... I love you Ianto.
Ianto's head is turning, Jack Said I loved And Then I left him. He walks slowly inside the warehouse I've So Many Doubts, So Many questions. Jack loves him, and it's all that matters.
Jack Comes Back to the home and Sits on the bed, the sheet to historical Takes face Ianto He Wants to smell, to feel him again, the memories of thehours past fills him. Just one more time, and it Will Be Done, I can feel it.
The vortex manipulator rings, Jack pushes Some buttons, He Does not Like What He Sees, and have transports to A Different room WHERE John Hart is waiting.
How strong is it John? Very strong Jack, Be Very Dangerous will travel to earth right to know.
'm not done yet. I need to go back Once More! Jack says
Once more? Not done yet? What is That You Are doing Jack?
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it, why so Many Questions, Jack replies. This is going to spoiled everything.
John looks at Jack, I is worried Jack looks so out of control. But Chooses To Avoid any more questions, I will let Jack calm down.
Jack is pacing around the room, John is sitting Some just sipping tea, the rift is still unstable.
Jack
Would you sit down, You are making me dizzy, Have Some tea.
Does not answer Jack, He Keeps checking the readings from the rift. There seems to Be Some Changes. He smiles, maybe I will still Have Time to finish.
Jack goes to the table and Takes the mug from John's hand, and starts drinking the tea, John Deep Breaths, What is Jack planning?
Ianto just can not believe What I've Learned, Jack Gave 12 Children to the aliens, I knows so little about Jack, I Wants to Know But Can Get a straight answer from Jack. His eyes Keeping sting from the tears from coming out. He hears steps behind him and turns around fast.
Is Jack, I is back. Ianto looks at Jack intensely, I is checking him up, I now Jack is sure is differennt, His hair is Different, the coat is A Different Shade, and the vortex manipulator is Different, I made sure to check this Things I notice the last time.
With a quick move I goes and picks up a gun from the table, and points it at Jack. Who are you?
Jack is startled, Ianto is me. What is wrong?
You are not Jack, are you a shape shifter? are you one of the aliens? answer me? Urges Ianto.
perform
Jack Ianto I have to tell the truth. Is me Ianto, Jack, pero from a Different Time. But is me, you can trust me, put the gun away, please. Ianto slowly puts the gun down, of course I Knew It Was Jack, I knows Every inch of Jacks body, His smell I knows I knows how I taste. How Could I Doubt it?
Jack
I need answers, please! tears start to fall on Ianto's face. Ianto and Jack walks to Holds him tight, I know Ianto, come with me again, I will tell you everything.
Are
Ianto and Jack sitting on the steps Outside the house, you calm down Ianto, and Jack is holding His hand, caressing it with Slightly just historical thumb, I is waiting for Ianto's questions.
Why did you come back Jack? "I Need to tell you I love you Ianto.
So You are going to leave us again? Ianto Does not wait for an answer, I Knew You Would go away again, But why coming back at this very moment?
Jack stays silence, wondering if I Should Tell him the truth.
Because this is When I Should Have Said it first, Jack replies.
I need you to know now, That I love you Ianto, That I will always remember you, That You are the one for me.
Ianto looks
at Jack for just a second And Then kisses him, fully and passionately, Jack answers back Immediately, Invading Ianto's mouth, savoring him, Taking him completely.
John Hart has figured
What Jack is doing. He Wants to get impregnated by Ianto, That is why I needs the second time. And it is so wrong, this is Not Supposed to Happen, if I Could just stop him, only dog But wait. What Was Jack thinking?
When I found Jack, I WAS broken, nothing seems to matter. Ianto WAS Everything to Jack, But I Did not Knew, Not Until I lost him. And His grandson, I Had taken the decision to sacrifice him in order toOther Save the Children, how I Could Believe sacrificing His grandson Will Be Pay For What I did in the past. All this marred him, and Almost made him crazy.
John Took him in, Took care of him, I loves Jack and will do anything for him. John maybe a psychopath But Would do anything for Jack, It Was His Time to Make Things good.
After a while Jack Seem To Get Better, I started to smile, They did work helping the Other, WAS healing him. But Jack must-have started to plan this, How Could This Was John Knew the reason Jack Seem To Be Getting Better.
But
What is Jack & RSQuo; s final plan, it Could not Be Just Having a child with Ianto, There Must Be Something More, and That Thought John even more scared.
John WAS Struggling with all this in His Head THOUGHTS When the door opened. It Was Jack, I look so Devastate, so pail. John rushes to him, and Holds him, just in Jack time to keep from falling. John Had to use all His strength to help Jack to the bed. I Settled him on the bed and Cover him with a blanket, Jack WAS going to Need All His care.
Jackbody
not was reacting well to the pregnancy, maybe This Not Been Able to change him and die Was the reason. John WAS sitting next to Jack, waiting for him to wake up, to Have A moment of lucidity, convinces him to. Jack Opened His Eyes, water please, I asked. John Took A glass and Help Jack to straighten just enough to drink the water. Jack A Few Could only take sips. Jack You Need I Can not Give you care, please let me take you to Serena. Jack assente with His Head, and His eyes closed again.
Gwen and Rhys Are sleeping, Clem too. Jack There is just leaning against the wall, I wont sleep, Neither will Ianto. I have to ask Jack Wants So Many Things, But I knows isn't the "right Jack" to question. I Said Jack goes trough all in His mind, Tryingto figure out What is going to Happen next, When is he Leaving? How They will avert the Threat of the 456? Sunlight is coming inside the warehouse, Ianto stands and Takes a shirt from one of the bags, I hands it to Jack, I is still wearing the bloodstained shirt. Jack looks at Ianto, There Is Something Different in him, the way I looks at him, a small shiver runs Jacks-through body, does Ianto still Respect him, still want him, after What I've learn. If Only They Could Have Some Time.
Ianto is lying dying in Jack's arms, I now Understands everything, I have to tell Jack I loves him too, That No Matter What Jack has done I loves him, I is the love of historical life. Ask Jack to remember him, so I come back to him again. He Remembers making love with Jack, the smell of the garden, the moonlight Coming Through the windows, I is Remembering Before everything goes black.
To be continued
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