"A friend in Barcelona" fascinated by
Title: "A friend in Barcelona"
Author: fascinated
Pairing / Characters: Shaun / Zach
Rating / Genre: Adult?
Notes / Warnings: None
"A friend in Barcelona"
- ° -
Alo?
Henry? Hi, is Shaun.
Hey Shaun, how are you, When are you coming?
Well ... That is why I'm calling, I'm not going.
O come on man, you said You need it, for your writing.
Yea I do, I'm pretty much blocked, I Have Not Been Able to write much, and What I Have is trash. But I really can not go.
Why? Is Something Wrong? What happened? Mark and I
brokand up.
Mmmmm! Well is about time.
What?
Come on Shaun, I Never Understood What Were you doing with him. Excuse me for the term, But Mark is the perfect "corporate wife" and You are far from the "corporate type"
You never told me this.
Well, it not was of my business, if you wanted to be with him, It was ok with me. I Thought It Would Just Did not last.
He loved me.
He Does not anymore?
No, I have found someone else. Actually I'm happy for him. I really tried But I think I am "disabled love." And passionless, That Is What Mark called me, Which is worst events.
Hey you just Have not found your "one and only."
Would I ever? It is getting pretty late for me I think.
No way, and además, it is never too late for That.
Well, You are very lucky to Have found Diego.
Yes, I is the love of my life. But do not change the subject. You Have to eat, now even more.
No, I really can not. I Moved Out of Our House and Have Been looking for a new place and Everything is so expensive! I do not know when to the next big Income will be, so i have to keep it low on the expending. And plus, i have to buy at least the minimum furniture and stuff.
You are not getting anything with you.
No, the house is pretty much Mark's, I chose the apartment, MOST of the furniture, the décor, is historical house, not mine. And is the readst I Could Do, Leaving him everything.
Oh Shaun you will never change. Thank God!
... Well, listen thanks again for the invitation, maybe by the end of the year I can make it.
What are you going to do Meantime? Where are you staying?
I Have Been staying at a hotel. And I am Already in September for an apartment, pero I can not get in Until the end of the month. Tomorrow I'm going to the beach house. Nobody is going to be there, Mom and Larry are in. the Hamptons! And Gabe is back to school. So is pretty much all for myself. I'll be there Until They get the new place ready.
Ok, so keep in touch, and I will call you later. Be good.
You be good too, bye!
Adios!
Passionless, That's What Mark Called Him. And That's What historical Said editor too. Why was everyone so Into passion? Love Is What I wanted, Commitment. Shaun
Had not Had many "one night stands." If I Slept with a guy, It Was Because He saw a possible future with him. None ended well. Maybe That is why I Settled with Mark. Thought I Could I really make it work.
- ° - Shaun
Arrived at the Beach House, It Was silent and Everything Seemed to Be in order, Gabe Already Had left. I HAD hoped to see Gabe Before I left for school. Also it was good But I Did not Have to talk to anybody. I wasn't feeling well. He Went directly to the bedroom and got Into bed, I Would not get off it, Until Late the next day.
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Hello!
Hi Shaun, how are you?
Hey Henry, I'm great. How are you? Well
!!!!!!!! You sound good. I'm glad, I WAS expecting a very depressed Shaun.
What is going on, What is so good?
Do not be a tease Henry, Things Were .. plow, not so bad. And you know me, it Takes a lot to get me down. But you sound
considerable Chipper.
Chipper?
Come on. You Could Have Another word found!
Hahahaha, Both laugh out loud.
Come on Shaun, tell me, how are you really? How are Things Going?
Well, the house is pretty much for myself, the Days Are full of sun, the waves Are breaking great. I've had done a lot of surfing you know.
I spoke with Mark A Few days ago, and we Concluded Things, in a friendly way. He is happy with the new guy, and That makes me happy, I was very good to me.
'm still blocked with the writing, but I'm forcing myself to write something, anything Every day, I'll Overcome it so soon. And
?
And, that's it.
Mmmmmm! Are you surfing by yourself?
No, I'm not, I Been hanging out with one of Gabe's friend, I is a cool guy, very friendly, very good surfer. He is very talented, and I have is a street artist, a painter.
Is he good looking?
What? Come on Henry, I is a kid!
Well, if I is Gabe's friend, I Must Be What 21, 22. He is not a kid! His name is
Zach, Gabe and I Have Been Best Friends Since grammar school, I have events Travel with us on holidays. So I have is a friend, just a friend. And
? Silence Followed
A; Shaun Breathe Deep. A Few seconds after, he started talking again. Is amazing
seen him in the water on the surfboard. It is like if the waves Were His Friends, I looks at Them, He Touched Them Them as if caressing. And the expression in His face is as if I is looking at a lover, Seducing Them. And Then The sparkle That Appear In His Eyes When He Takes the waves, When He rides Them. Is just amazing.
My God, Shaun! Should You Write that, its ...
Henry Could not finish the sentence. Continued Shaun talking about Zach, and Henry WAS mesmerized by Shaun words. Henry Kept quiet listening, Shaun not was just talking about Zach, He Was His feelings Letting go, Letting Them flow-through His words.
You are right Henry, Should I write this. I think I just got over the block, Have to go, talk to you soon.
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A couple of days later, Shaun Henry phones.
Alo, Shaun? Yes Henry is
Shaun, how are you! Did Henry
Had a chance to answer. Shaun Kept talking.
'm totally over the block Henry. I Had Been writing like crazy. Nothing concrete, but I'm writing, I Give It will form latte, right now I just want the words to flow. You sound great
Shaun, I'm glad. Yes
the sea has done great for me. CHTMLXAnd maybe Also C Things settling right with Mark helper. I felt like I Was shocking when i was with him. I Knew I did not love him, and Had Realized I Did not Love Me Anymore. But could not get out, We Were Both trapped in the relationship. Yes I think
That too.
And, what about Zach? Are you still surfing with him?
Again, a long silence.
I kissed him, last night. It felt so good Henry! And I kissed me back.
Again a silence.
Hey do not stop, keep talking, tell me what Happened.
Nothing More Than The Kiss, We Were Both Fell asleep pretty hammered and Afterwards. I wasn't here this morning when i woke up. And I do not want to call him yet, I'm Giving him Some Time, Some space.
So I is not gay, Zach is not gay?
Well, Not That I Knew, so I was very surprised myself.
But you kiss him, did I ask you to?
Not in words, But the way I look at me, I got all flustered, I just HAD to kiss him, kiss and when to have me back, I WAS HAD to use whatever left of my self control to Not Go Further.
You had found your passion Shaun. Yes I did
Henry!
- ° -
Henry Hey, hello, how are you?
Well my friend, it goes very well! How are you, Shaun? Hey
your English is sounding much better.
Yes, now I can hold a conversation with my in Laws and Stock of, so is better. I Can not Understand half ofWhat They Say, and for the look on Their faces, I guess I do not make much sense, But They are nice and patient with me.
That it is good.
So tell me how are Things with Zach?
Hehehe, you really want to know ah!
Yes of course, I Had to wait a whole week for you to call me again. I'm dying to know What Happened. I bet is good Because You sound very happy, am I right?
Yeah, Things are great with Zach, men, I think I'm falling, and falling hard for him.
Yes! I Knew it. So You are together.
Well, we see Each Other Almost Every Day. And
Are you sleeping together?
I've Spent the night with me twice, But We Do not do much sleeping.
Or stop teasing me Shaun, give me details, Elaborate. How WAS I, did you top him, first historical Were You? Tell me.
'm not going to tell you. You pervert.
Hey, you started it, Describing him They way you did the last two phone calls. And you know how I am about stories and you Are the best story teller I know. Please tell me more.
Ok, okay. I'll tell you.
After the last call, after the kiss, I did not hear from Zach in like three days. I Was Beginning To Believe I Had made a big mistake, That I Had misinterpreted him. But Then I saw him at the beach. And I've Avoided, He Could not face me. I tried to talk to him, But He Was I ACTED like mad, pero at the Same time telling me everything was cool. So I Knew IWas Confused. And I wasn't going to pressure him. I Was going to wait for him to Be ready. Then I
That Night Show at the house. And the moment I've Launched Open the door at me and kiss me, it WAS fierce, Demanding. And I just let him ... Took over
O my god, Shaun. I Thought You Were going to tell me I hit you. Jesus!
Hey if you want details, You Would Have to let me finish, not Interruptions.
Yes, yes, yes, no Interruptions, continue. In A Few
swift moves Had I taken off my t-shirt and historical and we where half way up the stairs. And we did it. Actually we did it all night. It Was Something i have never experience before. I lost myself in him.
It is great, and we Have Been hanging out Every Day Since, going surfing or hanging out here at the house, I bring you historical 5 year old nephew, the kid is a lot of fun, it's Been great.
Oh, no, no, no. Those Are not DETAILS. I need DETAILS.
Hey wait, I Have Never Been These open. Not events with you. So keep your pants on, I'll give you as much details as I can.
I'm pretty much sure, I Was His First. But I Knew What He Was Doing. I've Had practice, with girls. I just let him Took over at The Beginning, and as I've Become Took over satiated. And lead him for the rest of the night. No top or down. Just enjoying Each Other, pleasuring Each Other. Discovering Our Bodies, What We Liked, What we did not. And It Has Been Like That pretty much, getting to know Each Other Intimately. Been
It is full of passion. Every day when i wake up I can not wait to see him or hear him on the phone. And as the time gets near to see him, I start to get very excited, very arouse. When I finally see him I embrace him, and a soft brush of lips on mine historical Satisfies me. He is so much to me, That I do not need more. And at the Same Time, I Can not Have enough of him.
Is like the sea, You Can enjoy it just looking at it, hearing it, But you die to get in to it, Have it all over you.
Heard Shaun on the phone moaning. Henry, are you all right?
Yea, I'm all right, I Just Could not help it, you .. you .. . What You Are Saying ... Jesus, I can not be Coherent right now. I'm so happy for you my friend, definitely Have you found your passion. And I have is the one. Hold on to hShaun im. Do not let him go.
I do not INTEND to let go, believe me. Shaun
sighed, I Knew It Was Going To Be Easy.
- ° - Shaun
Walk Down the stairs, the house Was a mess. Gabe's party Lasted Until sunrise. Everybody Was
gone now. I Had to call June to come and help with the cleaning. After talking with June
I started Preparing coffee. I felt a knot in stomach and historical to historical heavy pressure in chest, I Was Not hangover, He Was Completely and absolutely sad, I Could not Believe I Say What Would Zach said. What Had Zach made change so sudden? The Past Few Days, Had Been so wonderful Between Them. Zach Seemed okay with Them as a couple, and the lovemaking incredible Been Had, for Both. Could Shaun undersZach tand WAS Almost choked by Been Caught in bed by Gabe. But There Must Be Something More, What was it? Shaun choked His Head, He Did not want to think about Zach anymore, it hurt too much. Shaun
dialed the phone again. A sleepy voice answer back. Alo?
Henry, I'm sorry I woke you up.
Shaun? Is that you? Is everything all right?
Yes. No. Actually, is pretty awful. You scare me
Shaun, What Happened?
Sorry, sorry, Serious nothing really, is just that with Zach Things Turned very ugly. I Need to talk. But you were sleeping, call me when you can.
Shaun No, Do not hang up. I'm here, talk to me. Shaun
Talked for a long time, I Talk to Henry about everything That Had Happened with Zach, sincere Their Relationship started. I WAS so sad, so confused That Things Had Turned the way They had. Most of all I WAS confused with Zach. Something Must Have Happened else. Henry
Tried to be as I Could Be Supportive as I've Wishes Were not so far away, so I Could Shaun hug and tell him Would Things get better. But Did not Look Good Things.
Shaun I know you feel very sad, But There is sadness too in passion, There is disappointment, passion Can Be very brutal. But That is the best life has, to live with passion, to love with passion, with passion to Suffer.
Have You found your passion Shaun, is sad and sorrow right know, But It Was Before happiness and joy, and it Will Be again. I'm sure. And
ea, I know, But That Is Difficult to believe right now.
I'm sorry I Kept you up my friend, pero thank you for listening, I really Need it. Thank you for Being my friend. Now go back to sleep, I'll talk to you again, soon.
Please do, promise you will call, I want to know how You are doing. Don wait too long, I Would get worry.
No, I'll call soon, do not worry.
- ° -
Shaun how are you? Henry
'm fine. I'm fine. Have You Heard
from Zach?
No I have not.
I do not think I will, I'm going back to LA now. The apartment is ready, and nothing is Keeping me here. So Should I move on. And I'm writing, writing a lot.
Good, writing is good. But try eleven more, call him. Do not let him go.
I really want to, Henry But He Does not want to, I is Not Answering, and I can not find him. I just do not know what else to do.
Maybe with time, Things will solve. And if we really Are Meant to Be Together, Would we found Each Other Again.
not Shaun. Do not let this to fate. Fight for it.
If I Knew what I'm fighting against, maybe I Would Have A Chance. But ...
Listen I Have To Go. I'll call you when I get to LA. Thank you Henry! Shaun
do not let it go.
Yea, bye. Shaun
hanged up the phone and Pick His bag from the bed to go downstairs. His legs
I felt heavy, I Did not look forwardto the new apartment, Not Anymore, I've Had Zach ask him to come with Right Before Everything Went to Hell, Shaun Had Zach hopped Would accept.
I sighed, I HAD to move on. Should I try But Once More Before living? Try to talk to Zach, tell him I still wanted to be with him. Shaun felt
historical historical hart chest and jumping inside a big smile on His face when to draw I saw the radio talking over historical luggage.
I Was There, Zach Was There, and Shaun wasn't going to let him go. End
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